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its the last day of school tomorrow. i'm rather exxcited, but also sad. mr. doji is leaving, which is terrible. seriously, i don't think that 10H will be right without him. it will not be nice. our new tutor is nice and all, but he isn't mr. doji. at least we get period 2 off tomorrow to just sit in form. i
like this.
i don't want to be year 11, really. it means leaving school. school is a nice place. when i'm at school i don't have to get a job, earn money, think about growing up. well, i do, but only because they force it upon me. much like that hobo from cambridge.
i don't think i'm going to be doing much in the holidays tbh. we always say "yeah, we'll meet up loads" but we never do. i'm a little bit wary of this beach trip. i don't think it's going to happen. we suck at planning things, to be honest. the only thing we can plan well is "11am starbucks" and we've been doing that every saturday for weeks.
i'm not out this saturday. i don't enjoy this. i don't like being inside on a perfectly good day of not being in school'acus'eth. mum wants me to clean. its only becaus ei've lost loads in about a week. i don't ovten lose things. things go missing for a while, but i don't lose things. i lost my keys first. this was problematic, because we only have two front door keys, and the back door is really difficult to lock and unlock. mother spent about two days going through my room looking for myu keys which i swear i left in there, but we found nothing. now i have mother's key and she's using a backdoor key.
this song sucks.
then i lost my new headphones. thereally pretty ones with the diamond in them. i lost them. it was annoyed. i haven't a clue what i did with them, they just vanished. finally, i lost my p.e. kit. you can't really blame me, i hadn't used it for about a month due to ilness and exams. it turned out, that it was in the cupboard, and if i'd moved one thing i would have seen it. fail.
i still haven't got a proper computer. i think it's horrible how my parents refuse to get me a new computer. i even offered to have one for my birthday instead of a nintendo dsi. and i fucking NEED a nintendo dsi. i can't stand having this basic shit computer. i have nothing on it. there's no point of trying to get anything on it, it just has a spasm and dies. its old. i want a new one. i'm not doing well at school because of this problem. courseowrk requires a computer nowadays. i don't give a shit what it was like in the 70's when you were in school, i neeeed msword to be able to do coursework. i don't want to draw graphs, i want excel. i'm just not doing coursework, this is bad, but good for me.
it doesn't, however, help my harvest moon addiction. oh. my. god. WHY DIDN'T I GET THIS GAME BEFORE?!?!? technically, it's not mine now. i'm borring it off my niece, beth, who can't do it. so i'm 'starting her a farm so she can take over later' but actually, i'm playing a different file with my name on it. hah. i have made her a farm, though, so i have done what i was supposed to do.
yeah i think this blog is long enough now.

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