Sweet Niblets!

I now know EXACTLY what's wrong with me.
I HAS TEH CHICKEN POX.
i'm stuck in my damn house for about 2 weeks.
i miss a week of the easter holidays!
anyone i know NOT had this?
anyone want it while they're still young? x]
why couldn't i have got it last week?

ohdea

PAIN. D:
of the ear variety. hmmph. i'm still not sure what's wrng with it. the doctor used big words. words ike 'cyst' and 'infection' and 'glands'. hmph. i'm glad i'm not going to be a doctor.
she's give me some sort of antibiotics for it. i'll be fine.
this 'cyst' behind my ear. it's fecking huge. srsly. it went down, but it' getting bigger again. just imagine,that someone has put a marble under my skin, and you've got the size about right. it hurts :[
i dunno when i'll be back in school. maybe tomorrow. hopefully i will be in sometime this week. probably wednesday (:
-SCREAM. i just realised. i'm missing maths today! i bet mr. chilton's gonna miss me D: lolz.

ooh. yum.

2nd video - go to 1:18. brandon's laugh is possibly the cutest thing i've ever heard/seen. and i've seen kittens.
fangirl spasms. <3

tehehe.

hahahaha. oh the fun emma can have with a teen chat room.

it shouldn't amuse me quite so much.

as for actual blogging, nothing happened today.

it rained; i didn't go out.

i talked to sarah, jack + stacy online.

watched primeval, which was rather ace. (:

about it, rly.

so that i don't get in trouble

i have a new header.
the (very very very yummy) pictures of Bflow were made by someone else. i found them on Livejournal. All credit for them goes to them. i really do love them <3

oh my. this looks fun ^^

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game, post your own! (:

1. They say I need some Rogaine To put in my hair [J]
2. Glamourous indie rock n' roll is what i want [J]
3. Sometimes you're better off dead.
4. I hope you hang yourself with you H+M scarf [J]
5. I can see the void; dark like prison take me to the eyes of this boy
6. A lovestruck Romeo sings a streetsus serenade
7. The emotion it was electric [i LOVE this line]
8. What a shame we all became such fragile, broken things
9. Send me and angel, send me and angel right now
10. We were running through the town
11. Son of lies; Son of lies, inside my heart
12. The beauty how nights blur. Look twice and tonight she'll bring the cure
13. Vinyl black stillettos and fake eyelashes
14. I see you from the sky and wonder how long it will take me to get home [J]
15. Nananana, nananana yeah, you are the music in me. [Umm..]
16. I like where we are when we drive in your car
17. We're no strangers to love, you know the rules and so do i [omg pmsl] [J]
18. If it was up to me well I'd lash out freak out scene on me
19. Michael plays with stars
20. Send me away I'm here on my own
21. Hey miss murder can I [J]
22. When everyhting is going wrong and things are just a little strange
23. I'm staying in tonight watching TV by myself
24. Do do, Doodaloo, I believe in you and me. [idk if thats right, but it's what i heard] [J]
25. Dont you ever, don't you ever...
26. Theres a hole in your logic [J]
27. I never meant the things i said to make you cry; can i say i'm sorry
28. Tell me that you want me, baby, tell me that it's true
29. He's been trying with limited success [J]
30. So my baby's on the road doing business, selling loads

Have fun with those. Some of the lyrics even I didn't know. No cheating, remember :] I shall edit the points as the songs are guessed correctly.
Points:
Jazz-9

i'll be there; i'm on call.

hmm. i have realied that blogs are extremely negative. they also kinda miss the point of what they are. surely a blog is supposed to be like a diary? aren't diary's supposed to be private? blogs certainly aren't private. hmm.
i really don't know what to write anymore. i don't want to go down the horribly negative blog route. i understand why people write horribly negative blogs, but i don't want to write like that. i'm not a negative person. anyone who knows me knows that. i'm hardly ever unhappy. i'm often in bad moods, but never really unhappy. i'm a bit violent, but that's a different matter entirely.
maths was amazing today. i didn't want it to end. but it did. then i had business studies. ict was more fail than usual. tilly keeps moving to sit next to me. i love tilly, but i don't want her to. i like sitting with kieran, he makes me laugh. tilly just tells me to turn my music down incase we get in trouble. i haven't yet love, and i doubt i will. face it, you're afraid of teachers. (:
the kid is annoying me more than usual. he won't leave me alone. i've done pretty much everything apart from murder and rape to get rid of him. nothing. why can' he just have friends his own age? he needs to learn that we don't want an 11 year old, squeaky, annoying boy hanging around with us. we all need our own friends. it's not our fault he doesn't have any.
i've realised that i'm getting hurt a lot. physically, i mean. it's all accidental, mind you. except the injection, which hurts like a bitch today. something stabbed me in the foot at school today. now it kinda hurts to walk on it. i have a cut on my finger from god knows what. my eyebrow area still hurts if i touch it from last friday's wall incident. i have a bruise on my knee. thats all i can think of right now. but oww.
i need new glasses. i don't like mine anymore. i'd love to get some totally huge out there ones. ones that no one would expect. i don't think i'd be able too, though. i'd feel all paranoid. i'm way too paranoid as it is.
media studies found the best ghost ever. it was a sheet that went MOO. it made me LOL.

cassius, it's over, cassius, away!

this song is a bit yum. fyi.
i rly cba with school tomorrow. i imagine i'll go, but only because mum's at home this week. p.e teacher is making us do cross country. according to philip, you're only supposed to do running if you took gcse p.e. i did not. i should not run. fucking kangaroo woman.
the only thing i'm looking forward to tomorrow is drama, because my group is amazing. and we're doing a phoenix wright based piece. noice.

sweeet :)

Ja. Today was fun. I love that it's getting warmer. I hate not being able to sit on the grass. I love mucking about eith my friends in town, tbh. I would hate to go back to being one of those kids that just spend their entire lives in the house. I wouldn't be able to stand it. I need to go out, now.
I also went into a shop on my own today. I was well impressed, I've never done that before. :) It made me feel all grown up. Even if I was buying a 30p bottle of cherryade.
I'm actually covered in mud. D: By knees, mostly. I imagine my bum and back are aswell, because SOMEONE kept pushing me down. It was kinda awkward in the end.
I got really annoyed because there were so many people wearing shorts, too. I want to be able to wear shorts. I need to do something about my legs tbh. I hate seeing them right now. They're huge :l
I watched Harry Hill's TV Burp online today. I don't have to bother fighting with my Dad over the TV now.I can use the laptop. There was an advert for Primeval on, too. I love Primeval. It's one of my most favourite TV shows ever. I reccommend watching it, if you don't. Series 3 starts next Saturday at 7:20pm on ITV1. <3
I want more imitation Pocky, but it's almost teatime, so I'munna have to wait. :[

40 :]

The left side of my face hurts. Thank you Sarah >:l I thought about divorcing you for that, y'know. But I won't. It would satisfy George too much. :) also Ily :D♥
I totally won the bracelet war. I almost ended up with two. :D! Damn Tilly and her having more than one. D:
My mum came upon an abundance of cheap sweets from work yesterday. Yum.
I dunno what else to say, actually. :P

omgwtfbbq

L change the world is just ending. I think he's about to die. Or walk off into the sunset.
Theres this boy in it, they call him 'BOY' until the end. He's japanese and has brown hair. L gived him a name. What does L name him? NEAR. That totally fits in with the manga, yeah.
The movie itself was quite good. Fighting a killer virus. Woo. The virus was actually quite amazing and I never want it. Ever. It's worse than the Higurashi thing tbh. BLOOD COMING FROM EYES. D: + There was this girl, who I swear totally wanted L, who got L to stand up straight. L doesn't stand up straight! It's just wrong! D:!
Anyway... Today was fun, I guess. Nothing really happened. I just went to school then came home. I'm hating the no money thing right now. The end of the week makes it worse. There is no food in this house! I want cake tbh!
I need to start hiding my iPod in ICT. People take it and completely kill my battery. Damn them. They beat my "finger sprint" score too, but I soon fixed that ^_^. I have this fave app atm, tbh. It's jst a girl dancing with a Leek. Caarissa tried to explain it, but I didn't get it, so I just sing with it :D!
I had a note when I got home from school. My mother called the school and explained to them about work experiance fail. So now I'm not going ;D! Yay!

oasis are fail.

they are. they're so depressing. what happened to them singing good shit, like Wonderwall + Don't Look Back In Anger or whatever it's call. They were amazing, their new song it's just drone.
This, however, is GOOD music:

Yeah. I love this song :D

weekends.

saturday started with fail.
my fat hairdresser, sarah knows the one i mean, did my fringe something awful. i've managed to rescue it now. it sort of reminds me of lily allen, but not much. i just want it to because i like her and it makes me feel better about how short my fringe is. eurgh.
it got worse, i went home had a hissy fit and possibly broke my cd player, then went out and stood on a street corner for about 20 minutes before the one person out of 4 showed up. i'm not really that bothered that no one else showed up, it's just that no one told me. and i'm usually first there, so i was like "fuck, have i shown up at the wrong time?"
it got better. i went with jazz to cambridge. we didn't spend long in cambridge, as daniel managed to kidnap me causing us to miss our train. on the plus side, i met izzy + jeremy who were cool. i'm always really awkward with new people, so i didn't talk to them much. daniel bit me on the back of the neck. it hurt like a bitch. he and izzy ganged up to bit jazz. i stood back and laughed. har.
in cambridge i bought the fittest thing since brandon flowers on dvd (l change the world) WHICH I HAVE YET TO WATCH. oops, caps xP
i then spent the remainder of my money on guilty gear dust strikers for my nintendo ds. which i don't like putting down. i love this game. it's like bridgeeeettttttt♥♥♥
i love bridget. he's so cool. the whole attacking with yo-yos and teddy bears thing. it's awesome. i love zappa, testement and jam too. i dislike sol-badguy just for the fact that i do. ky kiske's pretty win, too. i have no opinion on anyone else. oh, except i-no, because i hate her so much. she's really hard to beat on my wii version. oh, and i don't like dizzy. i find it difficult to play as her. i find it difficult to play as most characters, actually. it's just harder with her. i'm a button masher. :D
<- zappa♥ he's all twisted and funny. i needa find out why.
sunday was weird. i went to bed early saturday night, and woke up at a nice time this morning so i've been happy all day. i also had 2 redbulls and cake for breakfast. >_>
i got my photog work done, some of it, anyway. i got some digital shots of chloe, beth + sophie. go on, call me a paedophile. they're all 8 or younger, but chloe's amazingly photogenic. it got some really pretty shots of her :]
the computer's kinda boring me right now. i watched ep 35 of ygotas earlier and laughed so much. it was hilarious. i mean, best clip show of anything ever. i need to watch mariks song, though. dad came upstairs to watch one of his crappy war films so i thought i'd better wait. D:

aaaaaaaaaaaaahaha

http://www.weebls-stuff.com/toons/aaaaaaaaaaaaahaha/.
Yes.

(H)

everywhere i'm going to; it's a sin. ♥

o haiya. :D

I'm so horribly ashamed of myself. I'm thinking of getting wordpress. I don't want to, it just seems that everyone else is.. I'm acting like a sheep. Not good.

Red nose day tomorrow! Or comic relief if you're not mentally 5 years old :] What are you doing to help? I'm paying money to go to school in home clothes. Yup. That's my contribution.

My nice shoes broke. The really cute ones that I wear for school. Now I'm gonna have to wear the ugly ones that everyone has with the shitty bow on the front. I don't want to wear arsey bow shoes.

I went a bit OTT with my Romeo+Juliet folder for english. Let's say it involves an actualy mask, glittery things and a stapler.

HEY HEY YOU YOU I DON'T LIKE YOUR GIRL FRIEND

NOW WAY NO WAY THINK YOU NEED A NEW ONE.

HEY HEY YOU YOU I COULD BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND.

-scream. I love this song :]♥

I'm in this really happy i-have-some-new-happy-music mood :]

I don't want to listen to my usual crap, its not dancy. I want dancy. Makes me feeelll happy :]

Lady Gaga + Avril Lavigne + Pet Shop Boys ♥

And The Killers, obviously. They have some dancy shit, like On Top and Joy Ride.

I did have something important to say in this, i think, but I can't for the life of me remember what. :P

oh! lookit!

I'm rather pleased with my header. :]

School was kinda bad today. Not horribly bad, but I was alone. My Jazz, Sarah and Tilly weren't at school! It was just me + Rissa in form, which was boring this morning because she is NOT a morning person. I did found out something from her, though. I got to "I told you so" :D
Drama was okay, because of the fact that now MY scene is done with, I don't have to watch Sam grabbing Jack's ass anymore, and i can stop carrying 4 pairs of sunnies around with me. Nice :]
Media was.. I don't really know. We had that new substitute; "Mr. Edge" He was like "Who is in your group, what are the photos for and when will you be back? :O!!!!" I was like "Shut up and give me the fucking camera." Except I didn't say that aloud, but I WAS thinking it. The Others is not a good film. I haven't seen half of it, which may be why I don't get it. Nicole Kidman is having a fit because someone stole all of the curtains. This sonds like something Jazz would come up with! Seriously. CURTAINS?! The writers could think of ntohing better? :l

• Oh wow. A bullet point.
• This is fun.
• NUMBAH 3.

Well. That was different. I've got this really annoying cough. I want it to go away. I've already given my disease to two other people! I needa be quarentined. No leaving the house for me. Just staying inside with lots of ice cream. Preferably Ben + Jerrys.
And not this song. I don't like this song much. Probably my 2nd least favourite Killers song I have. "Everything will be alright" Eurgh. "Mr. Brightside (Jaques Lu Cont's Thin White Duke Remix" is horrible. They streched a 3 minute song to 10 minutes. That's just wrong. Especially with Mr. Brightside. It's like, Epic. ♥

Ohdea. I'm whining about the Killers again. I blame my header. :]♥

east end boys + west end girls; west end girls.

-SCREAM.
I always seem to open with one of them. It's an ice-breaker. Speaking of ice, I made some today. it's Bob The Builder shaped.
I don't usually like sundays, but today was quite fun. I got to play Mario + Sonic at the Olympic Games again. And I kicked Bakura's sweet British ass on my Yu-Gi-Oh! game. That was fun. I've dueled him way too many times it's like: Ryou bakura; Wins: 34 Losses: 33. I think so, anyway. I know his deck inside out, so I know how to beat it. He uses Dark Necrofear and Black Pendants for attack, and Wall Of Illusion to get rid of my monsters. I just attack him with my Jinzo. I bet I sound like SUCH a fucking nerd right now.
My Pet Shop Boys CD from the newspaper is a load of wank. The two best songs have been fucked with, so they are all fail. Seriously. Hate. I think I've let my lasagne go cold, now.
I watched some of "100 top indie floor fillers" today. My prediction was VERY close for #1. I said Somebody Told me (The Killers♥). It came in at #2. Number one was a load of shite and shouldn't have been in the chart at all, imo. Arsey Arctic Monkeys. I hate them. They just aren't good. However, I don't mind Last of The Shadow Puppets, which has two of the same band members, I think.
The line ups for V festival and T In The Park look awesome. Neither of them i can go too, but they look awesome. I think both have The Killers and possibly Kings Of Leon. I think Pet Shop Boys might have been on T In The Park, but that might be completely untrue and I read it wrong.
Yesterday was really fun. Have I already done a blog about it? Idk. But it was fun. Like; ♥

chip to the face.

is what i got. more to the fringe, actually. it wasn't nice.
i only rode old gregg once today. i love going down the hill, but i just can't be bothered to drag the bike all the way back up. it's sort of lost it's appeal, anyway. been there. done that. they don't have t-shirts but i have stains so it's okay.
i think i'm all better. my throat still hurts a smidge and i have a cough, but apart from that it's all good :]
i found romeo + juliet cheap in blockbustersss! and then i didn't have enough money to get it. damn. i shall get mum to buy me it in the week. she won't mind, i'll just bug her until she does.
tomorrow, there's a pet shop boys cd free in the newspaper. i'm totally getting it. because it is free. and i like pet shop boys. they totally recorded a song with girls aloud.
i'm going to stick a shuffle meme onto the bottom of this post, because i'm a bit bored :]

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put your MP3 player on shuffle and click next for each different one, you can also add comments in brackets.

Opening credits: Necessary Evil - The Dresden Dolls. >:]
Birth: My List - The Killers
First day at school: Run Rabbit Run - The Hoosiers
Falling in love: Rock This Town - Stray Cats :P
Fight song: Mr. Brightside - The Killers (Bflow vs. whoever stole his gf in the song? :P)
Breaking up: All These Things That I've Done - The Killers (*is in trouble* Dx)
Prom: Dog Days - Florence And The Machine (i dont get it :P)
Life: I Stand Corrected - Vampire Weekend
Mental breakdown: Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine - The Killers (ohshit. this song is part of the murder trilogy thinger. >_<")
Sudden Realisation: All Time Lows - Hellogoodbye
Driving: Jizz In My Pants - The Lonly Island (LOLOLOL)
Flashback: Desperate - The Killers (ohdear?)
Wedding: The Woprld We Live In - The Killers (Has no relevance to a wedding whatsoever)
Birth of a child: Give Me What I Want - Kids In Glass Houses (brat child. :P)
Final battle: Hallelujah - Paramore
Death scene: Delilah - The Dresden Dolls (seems fitting, although i've never listened to it :l)
End credits: Lonesome Organist Rapes Page Turner - The Dresden Dolls (Nice title.. xP)

Since I changed iTunes' my mem's haven't been as good. I left all my oddly names music (except the dresden dolls stuff) on my other iTunes. I'll probably move them eventually.

lol x]

another post very soon after the last one. I just wanted to put these pictures on here. Having nothing to do ended up wth me being on Barbie.com. Hilarity ensued:

If you try and use the name "penis" Barbie refused to let you. The name "Bum rapist" is also blocked. Oddly, Paedophile and Bum Bandit are allowed.

Lorcan Furey! ♥ -SCREAM

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SO MUCH OW.

My head hurts :[

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Eurgh.
People can be so insensitive. Today was almost a really amazing day, now it's one of the worst fucking days I've had in a long time. I thought I'd finally gotten rid of that thing; thought people had forgotten. But no. Someone had to bring it up, didn't they? Fucking dick, why would you do that? Yes, it happened, but I was a child; it wasn't even my fault.
If anyone feels like bringing it up ever again I'd rather you just beat me up. I'd find that a lot easier to deal with.

If I Could Be A Superhero...

I WOULD BE AWESOME MAN

Hello again. I've finally got my music onto this user account! Not all of it, because I never listen to half of my music, which explains why my computer is so slow. I need to move my pictures, though, but that will be done at a later date because I really cannot be bothered right now. Too much effort involved.
(WHAT THE HELL IS PLAYING ON iTUNES ATM, SOUNDS LIKE A FARMER! lolwut vampire weekend? o.O)
My fears have started to come true. I'm slowly breaking away from The Killers. It may not be noticable by looking at my iPod, but it is slowly happening. I can't like one band for more than a few months. This really pisses me off. I'm moving towards Kings Of Leon, too, who cruely stole 2 Brit Awards from the Killers a few weeks ago. Dayumnnn. Oh well. Life goes on.
I listened to McFly covering Mr. Brightside earlier. When The Killers do it, I think "Wow, this is an amazing song." When McFly do it, I think "Eww. Why ruin one of my favourite songs?" I think I even used to prefer McFly's version, back when I was 'That wierdo with 5 colours in her hair' with my rip off McFly shirt from Great Yarmouth and my hair extensions.
I guess I have grown up a bit.
My blog is pretty much me going on about how my music taste is changing, with the occasional "What I did today" isn't it? It's not really a blog, actually. It's me whining on about "Brandon Flowers this and The Killers that" I need to stop that. Really. I do. That bit about growing up can go and die. Bop To The Top just came on. :D
THIS BIT ISN'T ABOUT MUSIC OMFG SHOKERRR;
I'm making new friends! :D I don't know how, because I'm really not a nice person. I can't keep a secret unless it's my own, I bitch constantly and I'm horribly selfish. Yet, I have friends. Thanks for putting up with that, guys. :]
I've gotten so close to Steph over the last few says it's worrying me. I keep calling Tilly Steph which is like DO NOT WANT. I'm talking to Lucy more as well. I talk to Jack constantly. He makes me laugh too much, because he's a retard, like my wife. But he confuses me, because I get things wrong then he laughs at me. Like this:
Him: "You can be the lesbian, and I'l be the *other thing that i can't remember*
Me: "But what if I wantewd to be the lesbian and you wanted to be the *something else that I can't remember*. Wait.." *COUFUSIONNN*"
He's also easy to push off a bike >:]
I tried being nice to a certain wifey's husband, but he wouldn't accept. I don't really give one. I don't like him. I'm moving away from people, as well which isn't nice. I haven't taled to some people in ages. It's like I've replaced them with new people, or, they just don't hang out where they used to anymore. I don't really miss the people who I've grown apart from, though. All except one I can just walk across school to talk to. The less said about the other, the better.
Is it bad that sometimes I prefer to talk to my friends online than people I actually know. I've met loads of people online (not actually met up with) who I'll probably still talk to for years. Especially my Stacy. I own her. Even if she doesn't know it >_>"
Pmsl @ Stephen Lynch. "BUTTSEX MAN!"