i'll be there; i'm on call.

hmm. i have realied that blogs are extremely negative. they also kinda miss the point of what they are. surely a blog is supposed to be like a diary? aren't diary's supposed to be private? blogs certainly aren't private. hmm.
i really don't know what to write anymore. i don't want to go down the horribly negative blog route. i understand why people write horribly negative blogs, but i don't want to write like that. i'm not a negative person. anyone who knows me knows that. i'm hardly ever unhappy. i'm often in bad moods, but never really unhappy. i'm a bit violent, but that's a different matter entirely.
maths was amazing today. i didn't want it to end. but it did. then i had business studies. ict was more fail than usual. tilly keeps moving to sit next to me. i love tilly, but i don't want her to. i like sitting with kieran, he makes me laugh. tilly just tells me to turn my music down incase we get in trouble. i haven't yet love, and i doubt i will. face it, you're afraid of teachers. (:
the kid is annoying me more than usual. he won't leave me alone. i've done pretty much everything apart from murder and rape to get rid of him. nothing. why can' he just have friends his own age? he needs to learn that we don't want an 11 year old, squeaky, annoying boy hanging around with us. we all need our own friends. it's not our fault he doesn't have any.
i've realised that i'm getting hurt a lot. physically, i mean. it's all accidental, mind you. except the injection, which hurts like a bitch today. something stabbed me in the foot at school today. now it kinda hurts to walk on it. i have a cut on my finger from god knows what. my eyebrow area still hurts if i touch it from last friday's wall incident. i have a bruise on my knee. thats all i can think of right now. but oww.
i need new glasses. i don't like mine anymore. i'd love to get some totally huge out there ones. ones that no one would expect. i don't think i'd be able too, though. i'd feel all paranoid. i'm way too paranoid as it is.
media studies found the best ghost ever. it was a sheet that went MOO. it made me LOL.