want.

WAAAAAAANNNNNTTTTTT.

i mean, who WOULDN'T want this? :o

bum.

i was supposed to put this in the last post. i got too caught up with kittehs. and i couldn't be bothered to sort out paragraphing afterwards. it always goes wrong. i ♥s bob (:

(:

the song i am currently listening to. the words to it are written on my shirt. no, i still haven't gotten over it.

are we human?
or are we dancer.
my sign is vital.
my hands are cold.
and i'm on my knees,
looking for the answer.
are we human. or are we dancer?

enough of that. the last few days have been quite amazing. thursday could have been better. i got pretty pissed off on the way back to the train station. that should probably have been at the end, because now i have started with the ending and that doesn't make much sense.
basically, a group of us went to cambridge for the day. we saw monsters vs aliens in 3d. i'm actually kinda glad that i paid the extra £2.20 for an extra dimention. it made it look cool. it was kinda dizzying at firsst, but i got used to it. it was hilarious in the film, when the woman went "I TASTE LIKE HAM!" me + my wifey went mental. ham xD. the downside to the film, was that jack was fucking pissing me off with the popcorn. fucking hell he ate so much and it was so loud. die popcorn, die. now you go to popcorn prison. [lol littlekuriboh]
i bought some manga. which i have read. it's awesome. i want to buy the game that goes with it, tbh. legend of zelda: oracle of seasons. i have oracle of ages, which i can't do, but i want ages because i know what happens now. i can't find my favouritest game ever. damn my losing things. oops, off subject.
i also bought some earrings, which i have only just been able to get in. they were uber difficult.
sleeping at jazz's house was fun. not that we did much sleeping. i've seen enough of the porn channels to last a lifetime, thanks, sarah. 935 ;) we should never have googled those things, either.
sunday was odd. i woke up, and got given a gameboy colour. yes, the really old nintendo thing. i actually love it. it's one of the see-through purple ones. my dad thinks it's worth money, or something. either way, its ace. didn't have any games with it, though. £3, car boot sale. reeesult.
he also bought a digital camera, with SD card. £3. how does my father do this?!
guilty gear came today. i must play it. might go do that now, actually. NO BRIDGET -cry :[
going to see my nan again tuesday. she likes seeing me. she bought the same shoes as me. it kinda annoyed me, actually. i love these shoes, and my grandma goes and buys the same ones. NOT COOL. i get to see my sisters new kittens tuesday, too. they're really young. here's the story: my sister got some cats about 3 years ago. she still has one, they call it momma cat (: momma cat had babies. they kept one, called it jakey. jakey then went off and got some other cat preggers. they now have two of jakeys kittens. i can't remember the names. only one as a name, because they don't know what gender the other one is xD.
so yeah, itteh bitteh kitteh happeh familehs. :D♥

-SCREEEEAAAAMMMM.

MAH NEW SHIRT BE HERE.
Technically, i'm not supposed to have it yet. But i'mma beg and scream until mummy and daddy give in and let me have it now. It's only 3 days early, anyway. I want to wear it out tomorrow. And the next day. And the next day. Fuck it, this shirt ISN'T coming off. I'munna SHOWER in it.I'm a little nervous about going out. I still have a few spots. This is me being vain. Not wanting people to see me with a few spots, when there are people walking around with one leg. Well, they're not really walking... are they? >_<" tehehe.
I might have a red bull.
Mummy says she's gonna give me rather a bit of money tomorrow. I might buy another shirt. Just because i can. Or some manga. Or something from Claires that has Squidward on it. Because I love Squidward ♥
Have a nice image of my shirt (:

i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready.

i'm ready. to go outside. roll on thursday, seriously. the scabs o my face are pissing me off so much. i want to just rip them off. but i can't. if they didn't scar they'd be off by now. i need to get rid of them. a few of my spots are still contageous. they better be scabbed over soon, because i cannot take sitting in this house much longer. it's reduced me to watching high school musical three. which was shit. basically, this happened:

1. yay! win a basket ball game.
2. yay! putting on yet another spring musical.
3. oh no. i don't know which college to go to.
4. oh no. my girlfriend's dumped me.
5. i'm getting her back by driving 1000 miles.
6. we're back together again and the play was a success.
7. the end.

see. crap. and it's worse, because they sing. they don't even sing good. and there was too much zac efron.
i'm watching spongebob now. it's SO much better. (:

ooohweee (:

i want an ocarina. like, now. i got the ocarina app for my iPod touch and it's amazing. i can play a song already. i'm working on another, too. caramelldansen is rather difficult to play. i found human by the killers, but it's completely wrong so i just gave up. it saddened me. :[
it's not even like guitar hero, you actually play things, rather than pressing buttons to music. i found a website with ocarinas for like, £8, so i might save up and get one.
my spots are almost not contageous. it's really annoying me. i don't like being stuck in the house anymore. but, i can't go out until my spots are scabbed over. i have so many on my face that it would be slightly embarrasing to go out, actually. this is what i get for not getting diseased as a child. pfft. the annoying, gross spots in my mouth now feel like ulcers and i have to use bonjela on them or i can't eat anything. the ones in my throat (and lungs, if there were any) feel completely gone. and i'm sleeping again. so yeah, maybe wednesday, i can leave the house. i don't wanna miss too much easter holidays.
i've been really happy all days today. everyone seems happy. maybe it's that winter has gone. winter always makes people sad. i don't know why. maybe because its all cold and dark. this is why i love summer. it's all warm and happy. and i can stay outside for longer. i wish i had other poeple my age living near me. i could sit outside with them on weeknights rather than sitting at my computer talking to people. i guess i could go other places with my friends. i don't necessarily have to be near my house. i'm fully capable of making my own tea. i just have to get other peple to come with me. i'm not sitting in cherry hill on my own, because that defeats the point of being there anyway. i could sit there and play my ocarina and pretend i'm link. but female. pretend that i am female link. i want to learn sarias song.
i'm annoyed that it was the last harry hill's tv burp of the series yesterday. thats something that i'm going to miss. they're replacing it with britains got talent. britain doesn't have talent. simon cowell just wants more money. it's all sob storys on these shows anyway "MY PUPPET DIED VOTE ME PLZ." yeah right, actually go get some talent, then i'll vote for you. i don't take sob stories.
actually, i do like britains got talent, for the bad auditions. but i also like harry hill's tv burp. but... which is better...? only one way to find out! FIIIIGHT!
tehehe. couldn't resist.

oritebbz?

-SCREAM.
haven't done that in a while. i'm having quite a good day. i'm feeling a lot better, as i actually slep last night. something which i have not done since satuday, so y'know, sleep ♥.
the chicken poxy spots haen't gone yet though. damn. they hurt rather a lot. it feels like sunburn. i hate sunburn.
mum ordered my easter present this morning! :D i don't like having a chocolate egg for easter, because i don't see the point. the cheap ones taste like arse and the good ones are too expensive. i am, therefore getting a new t-shirt ;D and a small egg. one of the cheap cadburys ones tht is just an egg, no box or 4235234 bars of related heart attack and clogged arteries.
saw episode 2 of Higurashi no Naku Koro ni Rei just now. it's amazingly confusing. more confusing that the first two serieses. i can't say much, because i don't wanna spoil it for anyone, but i will post a link to it for my Jazz ♥ http://www.zomganime.com/higurashi-no-naku-koro-ni-rei-episode-1/ (Y)
i'm getting really annoyed at being stuck in the house, and i have until sometime in the middle of next week in here yet. i want to go out. well, i want to, but i'm not ready to, still feel dizzy and my ears hurt too much. also, my spots are really fucking gross. i looked in the mirror and actually felt kinda ill yesterday. they are THAT bad. i have to take these tablets too. flucloxacillin. yeah. i can't pronounce it either. i hav to take 4 a day and i can't take them on a full stomach, but i have to take them an hour before i eat. why can't i just have that banana medecine? :(
the keys on the laptop keep not working, which is also annoying me. this is without me fixing the missed letters:
w're no strangers to love. you know th ruls andso do i. a full commitments what i've been thinking of. you wouldn't ge his from any other guy. iiiii just wanna tell you how im feeling. gotta make you understad. never gnna giv you up, never gonna let you down,never ona run around ad desrt you. never gnnamke you cry never gonn say goodbye never gonna tela lie nd hurt you. we've known eac other for so long our hearts bee aching but you're to shy to say it. inside we oth know whats been going on. you know the game and we're gonna play it. aaaaand if you ask me how i'm feeling don't telme you're toshy to see.ever gonna give you up, never gonna let you down, never gonna run around and desert you. never gonna make you cry never gonna say goodbe never gonna tl a lie an hurt yo.
see. this laptop is a complte moron. also, you just got rick roll'd, and i lost the game. i wrote most of that from memory, which is rather sad, don'cha think?
last thing. i cannot stop watching spongebob squarepants. and i have this weird obsession with squidward. hes fucking ace, seriously! him + spongebob should totally get together, though. i watched an episode yesterday in which spongebob said "i love you squidward" hmm. spongebob fanfiction find? yes pls. *isn't weird*
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i look'd. i foun'd. LOLZ. http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3300476/1/Spongebob_Loves_Krabby_Patties